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Let Each Who Is Worthy
Bands: Panic at the Disco (With appearances by Fall Out Boy, Cobra Starship and The Academy Is…)
Pairings: Ryan/Brendon, Jon/Spencer, Jon/Brendon, Jon/Spencer/Brendon, Spencer/Ryan, Panic GSF (Tom/Bill)
Word Count: 88,650
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 (drug use, violent sex)
Summary: “It was probably just some shitty band, you know? I mean, how many high school bands ever go anywhere, what are the odds? But I still can’t help wondering how things might have been different, if I’d joined them. Like. That was a bad time for me, and what if I had found a place where I fit in? Where would I be now?”
Brendon has his religious crisis but never meets Panic! and goes away on his mission after high school.
Thanks to my betas, animealexis who was with me from the start and was a great help, and chaneen and softlyforgotten; I had such a rough time finding anyone and these two stepped in at seriously the last minute and did amazing jobs. Unfortunately a lot of their suggestions came too late for me to work in before posting, but the fic is definitely better for having these three on my side. Big thanks to behindthec for sticking with me as I wrote this and encouraging me whenever I felt like giving up on it. Finally to Muse and the_randomist for Mormon-picking for me. Any mistakes left are mine entirely. Also if any of Brendon’s language/word choice seems strange, it is because he is using the terms the Mormon Church uses.
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This beautiful mix was made by angelcakes694
The greatest thing about this mix is that I’ve never heard a single one of these songs. It was such an awesome treat, discovering all these new songs. Listening to each one for the first time, I felt the music definitely fits with the tone of the story. Also, wow, the first track is just…perfect. Nothing better for Brendon in this fic, ever. And #6? Yeah, exactly what I was imagining. It’s so cool to watch someone else get what I was trying to convey.

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