So behind the times...

Okay, so, over here music news blows and I was so overwhelmed by school that I didn't find out about Panic breaking up until people were already locking down their fic entries. Usually I'm more on the ball. Usually when I read a fic I love, I save it immediately because I know in bandom, writers have the tendency to disappear. However, in the past month, I've been so busy I didn't have the opportunity to do so, and now I am so, so sad. I don't want to piss anyone off by requesting the fics they've locked, but if you, like me, save the fic you love, and have saved any fics recently that have since disappeared, would you mind PMing me? You might have the ones I'm after. *crosses fingers*
Sorry to be cryptic, but I know people who lock/delete their stuff don't really want it passed around, necessarily. *sigh* It makes me so sad, because I was hoping the fic would get me through the breakup...