*weeps*

So...I was due on Saturday. And there is no baby here. Not even any contractions. But I'm not bitter. Not at all. I don't have anywhere else to bitch about this, because I know these women on facebook and the birth board I'm on, but I'm so fucking pissed off that several of the women who are due after me--like the 23rd, 28th, or later, have already given birth because of scheduled inductions. The best part is that all throughout their pregnancies they were bitching about women who don't let their babies come on their own time, and how their child will come when it comes. Guess that only lasts up until week 38, hypocritical fuckers. One of the women just gave birth today, and I seriously wish I could reach through the screen to punch her. I want to cry, I'm so frustrated. It's fucking bullshit that these women get their babies before I get mine--I've been patient, I'm not doing any of the stupid "natural" induction methods, and I'm so goddamned miserable. Meanwhile, I'm now worried I'm going to have to be induced. My dr's office won't let us go past 41 weeks. I have an appointment tomorrow, and that's when they'll schedule it. I had these plans for how my birth would go, and pretty much as soon as they have to induce me, about 85% of the things I wanted will go right out the fucking window. I want him to come on his own time, but if he doesn't come soon, I'm not going to have a choice. I sort of hate my life right now. Anyway, if anyone's reading, thanks for letting me rant.